Suicidal thoughts Suicide prevention
This is natural. It's a sign of Growth
You are also a human so pillar No2 includes all of you. This means as part of that you need to work through difficult aspects of your personality, ego and life circumstance as part of your soul's lessons. The impact of pillar No5 the unconscious mind means its prime directives (the operational protocol) will do their job. As part of the prime directives your unconscious mind will present dark stuff that you have repressed or suppressed. It does this to seek resolution and peace. Yes, it feels like shit to put it mildly. It is really important to hold Correct Presence with it. This is imperative so it is to be moved through safely and with resolution at the mental, emotional and cellular levels. Mind-based therapy may have a minimal impact unless you ground it into your whole neurology with Correct Presence Practice.
These hideous thoughts, feelings and hard cycles are required for you to be released from the bind of inner darkness. If you have the fortitude you will face these and move through them. The part of you that is not connected to the wholeness of your unconscious mind is the one who feels terrible and often has bad habits as its solution to the problem. The diagram shows this separation that suicide and the crazy feelings are trying to communicate.
Pillar No6 support, coaching, environment and community assists if this type of cycle hits. It is critical if these thoughts and feelings are strong that you get support.
Please know this can help you come Home to your Awakening of Self. It is your Hearts calling to Awaken, not end it, Please get help or make contact for a free chat if you feel this way. My phone number is at the bottom of every page.
A lighter level of this may be feelings of being crazy, insane or nuts. Please also watch that video.
Aspects of feeling this way or the crazies are also discussed in the Laws of Grace course. It also covers topics of blind spots, trauma and how to function in life as you process this challenging material. Enlightenment is more than a nice idea or something to have like a new iPhone. Enlightenment, under pillar No3 Evidence, is based on real substance to be Present and functional in all of life's situations. You will face all the tests and have to pass them with a minimum of step 3 visceral Presence in the Correct Presence Practice. Enlightenment is no different than learning and training to be an Olympic athlete, you prove you are up to the task by living it.
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