Stop Losing Awakenings

Virtually all of us will experience a wonderful Awakening, yet over time it seems to fade. It's just not as instant, or a priori (Latin for per-existing), compared to the initial blast that felt blissful and a huge revelation of simplicity and ease. Settling into each phase of Awakening typically takes years of consistency for that level. On occasions it may be quicker but that is likely related to the consistency of Presence entry and sustaining it. We are human, thus it takes third-dimensional time for all our habits to settle into our lifestyle which includes community, employment and relationship dynamics. There are only three options as to what has occurred:

1. You have settled into that phase, or sub-phase and your neurology is becoming accustomed to the vibrations of it. Thus it's just normal, the bliss and other phenomena lose their specialness. Hence in some videos I use the metaphor of comparing bliss to breathing. Bliss is a classic indicator of claiming when people tout bliss as proof of their spiritual attainment.

2. The Awakening was awareness of your esoteric structures that can feel very blissful, spacious and amazing, thus and Awakening seems temporary. The evidence can be further explored by testing if it isn't just a higher esoteric body phenomenon. Bodily-based bliss is very different from the mind, higher mind and bliss-body bliss.  Yes the bliss body is also known as the Body of Golden Luster, it's a real energetic structure that encapsulates the higher mental body and all energetic bodies below it.

3. You have fallen back to a lesser phase of Awakening. This happens to all of us except a few! Unfortunately this is usually part of the path. It gives us the motivation as we experienced what can become normal. The small minority hit genuine clarity and get to keep it.

I certainly lost hundreds of Awakening opportunities to move into the next phase of the Awakening journey. If I'd had the 9 pillar framework and the Laws of Grace course back in 1996 I would have saved a decade of sheer hell. However, the extra decade of hell gave a certain depth to do it right and effectively.

I'd also have not endured the torture and damage of a megalomaniac Jungian mana personality enlightened teacher. Not knowing how to do Correct Presence Practice required trial and error until it worked. I recorded the evidence and closely researched my attention, actions and Presence practice. This decade of hell gave me very potent lessons. Some lessons were very damaging (especially in relation to the cult master) and have left a deep impact on me to prove the importance of Law Zero and its self honesty and self responsibility. Hence the page on cults and making this 9 pillar framework free on this website to help people navigate the minefield we all face.