About Jason

I found an agenda-ridden siddhi-loaded teacher who spoke the Eckhart Tolle Presence message. He had strong and tangible Enlightened bandwidth (the siddhi) energy. He later brainwashed my friends whom I took to him. The games and manipulation were brutal and very testing. But I was obsessed as the Awakenings I lost hurt so much. Thus I justified boundary violating behaviour that was not acceptable. My desire (be that soul calling or egoic desire) was overriding my pillar No9 of common sense. This is the key hook with hypnosis and cults.

Luckily I was already a certified NLP Trainer so I saw all the manipulative language and power-plays. My own sensitivity and extensive experience with spiritual phenomena meant I could watch it all and not be broken. Yet I put up with it. Hence in the ingredient #1 what do you want video I am quite serious about asking you to be defined about what you will and will not do. I took the mistreatment full-on that I knew was wrong to help secure my deep yearning.

I used the mistreatment as motivation to gear up my Presence practice. I don't wish anyone to be subjected to this manipulative treatment hence the cult page which spells out how to stay safe. It's quite traumatic to the human aspects of you. The framework's pillar No2 is it includes all of you means it has implications. This bad treatment impacted my psychology. Although I hit phase 3 Abidance a year after leaving that cult the damage took 6 years to fully resolve. Hence this site is specific with its anti-vague (hypnosis) and pillar No4 Law Zero approach of self honesty and self responsibility.

That's why this framework here is set up so you are accountable for yourself and free of teacher manipulation. There are pages and videos here on manipulation, cults, moral compass and spiritual authority. There are more videos on these topics in the Laws of Grace course, as it is really important to keep yourself safe. These videos are also there to help those wannabe teachers (not yet phase 4 Matured Abiding) to think about the consequences of teaching. The moral base must be laid properly if guiding others rather than chasing personal agendas.

In 2007 my 5th year of Presence practice I was all alone in a crappy part of the world and working a vile job. But my focus was single-pointed: Presence! At the end of 2007 I embarked on two to three week treks into the mountain wilderness of New Zealand. During that my neurology finally flipped into Abidance of Awakening around Christmas time. I was not sure why my Presence practice was sooooo good and easy. It took over six months to start suspecting maybe it had finally happened, by then I had moved to Australia.

Given my prior lost Awakenings, and the sheer torture that followed I did not relent on my Presence practice. What happened over the next four years was my Presence and connection to the Divine deepened significantly. My supervisor said "go to Australia, there is more for you there". So I did, I worked in the corporate head offices in Melbourne and faced significant amounts of bullying.

I faced a whole range of new and unique hurdles that were seldom discussed by Awakened teachers. At four years of solid Abidance I finally admitted to myself - 'yup I am now Abiding'..... When it is real it does not leave. The Presence and Divine connection got deeper and more solid in bad life situations. The evidence was it was heading towards phase 4 Matured Abidance. My connection to the Divine in stressful, painful and dangerous life events was remarkably resilient and visceral.

Hence the Laws of Grace, 9 pillar framework and the #4 ingredient summary on the front page are all based on how my life path unfolded. Somehow my earnestness, Kiwi give it a go attitude and scientific approach to life paid the dividend of the Divine I was chasing.

To hear more of my personal story read the below regards making the laws of Grace course and then watch the phase 5+ Transpersonal cycle video, as that one is more of a story to explain extremely complex multi-dimensional experiences.

Thus the course captures the real genuine personal experience of someone who has been living in phase 3 Abiding Awakening for over thirteen years. That is a long time to marinate thoroughly. The last five of that thirteen were in phase 6 the non-Abiding Transpersonal. This is why I say the ego is required for good reason. God is easy to Be with as She has no baggage nor identity. Transpersonal Awakening when it's active is complex as everybody is "me". This is why I explain the ego and identity device as I do the #4 ingredient videos. Yes, Transpersonal Awakened consciousness is incredibly Divine to experience. When it's inactive I just reside in my normal phase 4 Martured Abidance; just Jason guy and God.

In the recording of this course, I was taken through extensive Spiritual initiations. This was also added to the course. Some of these videos also went into the healing courses. Being able to handle initiations and Awakenings is important. Our Western lifestyle means we need to stay balanced and function when we have big internal shifts. That's why I describe this course as epic because it captures such useful material. It can really assist and shorten the journey to evidence-based phase 2 to phase 4 Awakening.